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6 days to sunday

2026-07-20

dear paper i've been far from you and close to myself but today i fail to recognize myself i hurt and i got hurt comfort is a hell of a thing comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable in my comfort zone i am disturbed and when i'm disturbed comfort doesn't arrive well it does, 6 days to sunday, summer versus winter, it's many months until may. and the snow, how does snow feel? stranger to my body, strange ways lead to my body, and i, today, the needle grinds at the vinyl, hole grows wider, senses go lighter, there you go, bye there

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