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accumulation accumulating

2026-06-13

nervous system is a damn fine actor
he can see what's what and take shape and emulate
he can tune into whatever frequency is being played
an actor without a script to read
it was a thunderous night, last night
thunder kept hitting home,
it was the loudest i've ever heard
first time i've been scared of thunder
first time, in a long time i felt fear
a true fear
primordial fear
nervous system is a damn fine actor
i think about that fear and i'm afraid
if i stop thinking about it,
am i still afraid? since i have been.
is there such a thing as past? does it pass?
doesn't it all just accumulate?
one up each other until the end
one up each other until the end.
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