broken in my failure

im tired of thinking

tired of observing

tired of figuring out

as i figure out

i figure out what i had already figured out

as it turns out

i haven’t quite yet figured out myself

till i figure out

then when i do

everything is anew

the journey is anew

gosh why is there so much to figure out

why as i figure out i realize i haven’t figured out

i lost my mind

yet i feel saner than a priest who has an answer to everything

best answer is no answer

for it’s you alone

to seek

that can’t be found

till you run out of reasons to run

drop everything

and settle

everyone talks too much

they think they know too much

and i listen to everything

that’s why i never seeked

everything i needed found me

built something out

that says that’s not what i need