dear light

take away from darkness as your core expires
when you’re gone you’re
not gone
illuminator of a room just to join darkness
when you’re gone you’ve gone to darkness
all lights spawn
just to give it back
to darkness
thankfully im good at dark
just haven’t figured to be good at light
as it is something fleeting
and in the past my definition of realness involved staying
something would be less real if it was to perish
and seeking refuge in something that’s going to stay a whole lot longer would be the ideal thing for me to do
it was for a while
and im sure it’s what people need to learn about
just not me
i
liver of 3000 lives
husband to 3000 wives
i oscillate
i go forward and i come back
then i go forward again
to come back
to go forward
to come back
to go forward
to come back
to go forward
do you think i could stay there?