hi

hi

today i’ll write something unlike i ever have

i won’t be me

as if i have been

i’ll never be able to write unlike i have

i don’t exist

words do not

all ideas are the same

all words are

everything that’s been written is the same

the need to state

i will never be heard

god only listens

he doesn’t hear and

you know im not sure he does listen

and im not sure why im mentioning god

im the least religious

well im a member of my own

at it an outsider may feel i lack but

that’s how my religion is

fucking purely is my religion

cleansing

i don’t feel pure if i don’t fuck

cause then i can’t fuck purely

i need to fuck 36 hours a day

in the office the studio

at the table of the cashier

in the mosque

echoing chambers of the church

confessional booth