hi

hi

today i’ll write something unlike i ever have

i won’t be me

as if i have been

i’ll never be able to write unlike i have

i don’t exist

words do not

all ideas are the same

all words are

everything that’s been written is the same

the need to state

i will never be heard

god only listens

he doesn’t hear and

you know im not sure he does listen

and im not sure why im mentioning god

im the least religious

well im a member of my own

at it an outsider may feel i lack but

that’s how my religion is

fucking purely is my religion

cleansing

i don’t feel pure if i don’t fuck

cause then i can’t fuck purely

i need to fuck 36 hours a day

in the office the studio

at the table of the cashier

in the mosque

echoing chambers of the church

confessional booth

where we release

i need everyone to see

how pure i fuck

i swear to god

i need everyone to see

all the blinds open

sex ed as seeing me fuck

sex ed as seeing me fuck

sex ed as you getting inspired to fuck yourself

then find out you're fucking god

then fuck other gods to put both yourself

and them to test

are you the god you think you are

are they the god they think they are

how worthy you are

how close are you

to fuck everything

which will lead you to hottest

the sun

the sight of pure fuck is unlike anything

look at sun

look at me

well you can't see

you ain't fucked pure enough

and the other god is greater than the other god

all the concrete blocking the sun poisoned my tongue to address a different one as father and shit

perhaps a little natural considering how fatherless everybody is including me

well i got the realer god

sun

always hot

always high

fuck father