I CAN FUCK MYSELF

i have a bleeding heart

touched by a fleeing love

i wait

i follow

i use all my sensible senses to make some sense out of it

and yet

none of my senses seem to make some sense

i wonder

why do i always wonder

why am i always left with myself

why am i

touched by all that is not me

can i even touch myself

can i be a stranger to myself

can i

fuck myself?

can i

love myself?

can i

can i love myself?