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I CAN FUCK MYSELF

2025-09-27

i have a bleeding heart touched by a fleeing love i wait i follow i use all my sensible senses to make some sense out of it and yet none of my senses seem to make some sense i wonder why do i always wonder why am i always left with myself why am i touched by all that is not me can i even touch myself can i be a stranger to myself can i fuck myself? can i love myself? can i can i love myself?

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