i wrote that i hate that i use i

i wouldn’t start a sentence with i if my writing emerged from a place of knowing.

i would just state, what needs to be stated

i learn and i learn how little i know

i am alive

therefore i will always use i

is this right what i’m doing

reflecting, thinking, questioning

i’m such a good question asker

its answer often is everything

not one thing

i’m such a good question asker answerer finds the answer with ease

it happens so naturally glimmer of god

and i forget what it means

what what i do means

i question more

answers come so naturally

and i feel nothing

i wish i could feel nothing all the time

there is no other feeling i’d want

than pure nothingness

in it i emerged

in it i live

in it i shall

in it i be

in it

it is