my name in stinky mouths

my name in stinky mouths

on the tips of the tongues that’s never been cleansed

disgusting

disgusted

can’t

no longer

found it to be the boldest thing one can ever do

from day one

it was always known

damnation

damned by the damn nation

from the first dawn

it was the boldest thing

from the first dawn

living was always others

for others

instilling hope

so they can also live for me

die for me

no one is

always knew

i’d die for me

there are things

prohibiting me from

dying for others

and i wouldn’t wanna

die for myself

but this

this gotta go

before my stinky name