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nothing cures my sadness

2025-11-12

i'm sad in my happiness but if i were a dad i wouldn't be so bad nor i wouldn't be so sad cause then my child will remember me as a sad dad i had a sad dad shit wasn't all that great i often think he is the reason for all how i love saying fuck you how easy it is to fuck how easy it is to get naked before the light expose my ugly body and soul to it light has no eyes to talk no eyes to judge no way to find me funny light just is and i am not a naked bearer of an apple my name cursed by the tree beheld be gone before you get beheaded how easy death is and how i cling to it in it they said i live but sure my life is of a meaningful one but it doesn't mean shit to me

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