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nowadays before i write i

2026-03-28

nowadays before i write i think wasn’t always the case it was clear as day when it all poured out of me all i had to do was take my two fingers and shove them down my throat what would come up, would come up nowadays i i don’t know i did not know back then too but nowadays i don’t and i feel no way about it i really feel no way about any of it i really feel no way i really feel no i really feel indifference towards any difference i experience severance? already severed severance? already paid severance? already been paid

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