smashed _______

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I was roaming around his chamber before others noticed the crack and I, I don’t know how but I felt at ease. Until others came and took up the space. It was at this moment I stopped feeling. I had no recollection of my memory afterwards as I was paralyzed from feeling, due to not feeling. The next day he visited me in my dreams. He showed me, and I have seen the things that were never seen. I feel heavy but light. I feel possessed but free. I feel filthy but clean. I feel he is about to live through me. I feel his light is about to rescue me. To make sure, tomorrow’s free.