the star i once was

did my spirit went where it belonged

among the dead stars

i see in the night sky

thinking how alive

did i stare too much

the yearning star i contained

did i set it free

am i starless

am i spiritless

why did i have to stare so hard

what the fuck was i thinking

what the fuck was i supposed to do

i was a star

i was the star

i belonged up there

turns out

im nothing but a mere slave cursed to carry this body

the body i despise

the eyes that see

see the star i once was