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the star i once was

2025-02-22

did my spirit went where it belonged among the dead stars i see in the night sky thinking how alive did i stare too much the yearning star i contained did i set it free am i starless am i spiritless why did i have to stare so hard what the fuck was i thinking what the fuck was i supposed to do i was a star i was the star i belonged up there turns out im nothing but a mere slave cursed to carry this body the body i despise the eyes that see see the star i once was

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