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longingdoubt

today i'm writing an ugly poem consisting of ugly habits and ugly thoughts

2026-05-26

when my friends do not respond, i think they do not like me. hey, world doesn't revolve around you, to each the world revolves around each. uglier than the poem itself, this attempt at coping, i hate when my friends do not respond. i wish i had a girlfriend who i'd, who i'd devote everything, and none to my friends.

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poems can unravel themselves as you read, line by line, at a considered pace — or just sit there, fully visible, like normal.

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