how to tell if someone is hideous

am i hideous
am i hideous
am i hideous
am i hideous
am i hideous
am i repulsive
other than the times i’m being repulsive
am i repulsive when i’m not repulsive
am i disgusting
disgust i feel did it suck me into his vortex
am i the son of disgusting
is sun disgusting
giver of headaches and pukements
thrower uppers
i need to be on some uppers
but everyones trying to sedate me
seduce me
cause im too much
and need to settle
call somewhere a home
homelessness is not allowed
i want everywhere to be home
i dont want one home
i cant settle
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i i i i i what the fuck are you gonna talk about next i wonder
shut the fuck up
you shut up you shut up you shut up you shut up you shut up you shut upyou shut up
but dont stop talking
you feel like the only home i know
and i dont like you
therefore
i need a thousand homes