vulnerability teaches you you're not strong

vulnerability teaches you you’re not strong
what’s the opposite of strong it’s weak
sniveling
pathetic
little weakling
don’t be vulnerable
im so tired of being the only vulnerable one
im so tired of taking damages
im so tired of hurt
im hurt so badly
so deeply
im so scarred up
im so
im so me
but i dont wanna be me
i’d rather be anything
but me
how i wish
humanity didn’t spread
as wide and far as it did
humans are the downfall of humans
we’re not prey to anything but ourselves
and we’d rather be anything so we wouldn’t kill ourselves
see the dilemma in the recurring words
is there a dilemma under the recurring words
is there anything
is there anything