i have a serious addiction

i have a serious addiction, i'm addicted to writing. i will never ever claim i'm a good writer even though i occasionally write good without writing good and write mediocre writing mediocre

see i think i'm a fraud
i think everything is a joke
nothing in life is serious
and by that raggedy ass bitch i've been told if i don't take myself serious life won't either
i know i spoke about that before but why would i want life to take me serious anyway
do i take life serious
the life that could end any day in any way
the life that gives any day in any given minute
i wish it was any way i wish it was more than c section and vaginal delivery i wish ANY COULD HAVE RHYMED WITH ANY I WISH EVERYTHING WORKED IN MY FAVOR I WISH EVERYTHING FELL ONTO MY LAP
be a magnet i wish i was a magnetite hematite is slightly magnetic i don't want that i mean actually i don't want anything i'm completely content with all that i don't have
though i'd like all braun products it's a real good company
and all roland and akai products
teenage engineering is doing some good shit too
anyways i'd like to remind once again
WHEN I WRITE MEDIOCRE I WRITE MEDIOCRE
WHEN I WRITE GOOD I WRITE GOOD
so when i write god ass fuck
i write what?

p.s. for the dumb motherfuckers that are too dumb to understand, though me explaining probably reveals more than your failure to grasp, I only write mediocre when I write the word mediocre.