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i have a serious addiction

2026-03-29

i have a serious addiction, i'm addicted to writing. i will never ever claim i'm a good writer even though i occasionally write good without writing good and write mediocre writing mediocre see i think i'm a fraud i think everything is a joke nothing in life is serious and by that raggedy ass bitch i've been told if i don't take myself serious life won't either i know i spoke about that before but why would i want life to take me serious anyway do i take life serious the life that could end any day in any way the life that gives any day in any given minute i wish it was any way i wish it was more than c section and vaginal delivery i wish ANY COULD HAVE RHYMED WITH ANY I WISH EVERYTHING WORKED IN MY FAVOR I WISH EVERYTHING FELL ONTO MY LAP be a magnet i wish i was a magnetite hematite is slightly magnetic i don't want that i mean actually i don't want anything i'm completely content with all that i don't have though i'd like all braun products it's a real good company and all roland and akai products teenage engineering is doing some good shit too anyways i'd like to remind once again WHEN I WRITE MEDIOCRE I WRITE MEDIOCRE WHEN I WRITE GOOD I WRITE GOOD so when i write god ass fuck i write what? p.s. for the dumb motherfuckers that are too dumb to understand, though me explaining probably reveals more than your failure to grasp, I only write mediocre when I write the word mediocre.

how do you want to read?

poems can unravel themselves as you read, line by line, at a considered pace — or just sit there, fully visible, like normal.

change this anytime — look for “reading: …” near the top of any poem.

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