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mistakes mistakes mistakes, all i ever do is mistakes. fuck up fuck up fuck up, i'm fucked up

2026-07-29

i just feel like, there is a problem with us with me with you there is a problem bridges burn but metal isn't paper it doesn't turn into ash and scatter away metal beams, the concrete none of it dissolve transform clearing the debris asks us to clean the debris and we're at a different point in our lives and i feel like you no longer wanna be my friend me, i have the time to clean it up, flowers shooting through wildlife returning, you you don't give a shit i don't remember how it burnt small lighter burnt a bridge none of us thought it'd get this big but it had, it's done this heart, you reside, burnmark.

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