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pope with a home, outside of church

2026-07-29

some things get old. complaining about the same old things, don't you ever change? when dumbfounded take a step back, retrace your aim for another shot, i am dumbfounded, instincts, impulses, not all need following, some things get old so does this rhyme engine kicking in mid-flight it's not purely to impress a reader, fuck-a-reader to lead you need a crystal clear vision statement summed they look at you like give me some but my statements don't make a poem, or a prose or a complete work, they abruptly finish i'm left asking for more, i envy writers, me, i'm not one, used by god, it gets hard, performance i'm accustomed to, showing a glimmer of him, make non-believers believe, i'm good at it, but at the end of the day i'm what i retreat to, this equation i need to be a part of, put god at the doorstep, i'm home but i'm homesick.

how do you want to read?

poems can unravel themselves as you read, line by line, at a considered pace — or just sit there, fully visible, like normal.

change this anytime — look for “reading: …” near the top of any poem.

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