pills are cool, anti-depressants AIN'T

okay i've been on them pills for a minute.

which is worse drugs or anti-depressants?

drugs numb or activate the parts you want gone or there,

anti-depressants just numb.

pain, echoes through the black hole,

with them it's just hollow.

gone, nothing to remember them by,

my pain defines me, is that a lie?

mandatory pills are gone, pills are now taken by desire,

flying? high and high,

but we told you, all that's up comes down,

doesn't matter if you frown, napoleon without a crown?

napoleon complex, what did socrates say?

hitler complex, one ball index,

that's where this poem ends.

without anti-depressants i can let it out again.

not knowing what it is or what i gain,

beach volleyball or bitch volleyball? here comes the serve,

serving the servicer where he works.

here comes the swerve, i'm out this bitch,

rich or poor you wind up in a ditch.

WHAT A TIME TO BE ALIVE, I FEEL I POWERING UP,

EYE SAID EYE, WRITTEN ON THY THIGHS,

I WANT THY, DON'T ASK ME WHY.